Mission for 2010

Every blogger will write something about 2009, because the time now is 12.18pm 31.12.2009 the last day of 2009 I do not have anything to talk about 2009, just speak the good thing,don;t say the bad thing, so i don;t talk about the pass, i will talk about future. In the future :- I hope I can be a better mother, that mean full time, or at least part time. I hope I can be a better writer, that mean I need to write and firstly read a lot. I hope I can less depend on money, it make people feel and look ugly. I hope my daughter, dad, mum, grand mum, and everyone healthy and happy in everything they do. I hope my job can be more smooth,at least no debtors who is bad enough to scold. I hope the world is less with illness, and war and hatred. I hope people will not die. I think i should not be over wishes for those almost impossible. OK , just wish that i can be improved in my language and social skills. Be more happy. Happy New Year 2010 to all, wish you have a great and prosperous new year ahead.

谈情说爱之我说的爱情

1．真正的爱情是希望他/她过的比你好，希望他/她天天都很开心。但如果你只希望他/她跟你在一起，能带给你快乐，那你并不爱他/她。 2．真正的爱情是在他/她痛苦时，能感受到他/她的痛，愿意跟他/她担当，希望自己能为他/她做一切，让他/他能好起来。但如果你只希望他/她能在你病痛时，给你支持，那你并不爱他/她。 3．真正的爱情是你会与爱人所拥有的一切而开心，不开心的也能分享。 4．真正的爱情不会为了对方外表的老去，而逝去。 5．真正的爱情不会赖对方拖累你。 6．真正的爱情不会在脾气不好时动用武力。 7．真正的爱情会带来希望，因为知道有一个人在背后默默支持。 8．真正的爱情能用心了解对方的心思，去理解，去感受，去配合，去成全。 9．真正的爱情建立在彼此之间的信任，这种信任可以随着时间与经历所增加或减少。如果刚开始的爱情是零分，到了半百时还手牵手的爱情应该有50 分，过几年就厌倦的应该是减50分，这世上有人能拥有100 分的爱情吗? 那如果爱情总是零分也还是好的。 10．希望大家能好好经营自己的爱情，有情人终成眷属的条件还是要当个有情人。

Any wonder how this unequal law being made into the federal constitution and the ministry of higher learning?

Could this also explain why so many non-bumi been reject by the University even with good result,because of the 'special' definition inteprete so as to prevent any non bumi student for getting a place in the Uni??? It is sad if this is the reality. Borneo Post Online Thursday, October 29th, 2009 Being ‘mixed’ is no privilege Iban-Chinese schoolgirl in limbo over Bumi status; ministry ascertains her as non-native, throws out application to do matriculation KUCHING: Getting her Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) result was the best — and the worst — thing that could happen to Marina Undau.The 18-year-old science stream student of SMK Simanggang scored 9As and 1B in the SPM examination last year. She thought she was on her way to university, especially being a Bumiputera and all, but that was not to be. Born to an Iban father and a Chinese mother, Marina’s life was turned upside down when her application to undergo a university matriculation programme was rejected by the Ministry of Education. The ministry determined that she is not a ‘Bumiputera’. Her dreams were crushed and in the process, she lost a part of her identity and the drive that made her a top scorer. The Borneo Post met Marina at her house in Sri Aman yesterday. Seated between her parents, Undau Liap and Wong Pick Sing, the disappointment in the teenager was obvious. Speaking in Iban, she said: “Aku amai enda puas ati nadai olih nyambung sekula ngagai universiti (I’m very sad that I can’t pursue my university education).” With no chance of entering a university for now, Marina has started Form 6 in her old school. Asked what she thought of everything that was happening, she replied: “What worries me is that will this happen again when I pass my STPM next year? If I get good results, what’s next?” What confuses Marina even more is how her elder sister could further her studies in Universiti Sains Malaysia in Pulau Pinang, where she is now in hersecond year, without ever having her identity questioned. When Marina’s application was rejected, Undau contacted the Education Ministry’s Matriculation Department in Putrajaya on June 23 and was told that her daughter was not a ‘Bumiputera’. Dissatisfied, the father, a government servant, wrote to the ministry on July 1 and the reply he got shocked him, and it is bound to challenge the identity of many Sarawakians who are born of mixed-parentage. The ministry said in a reply on July 14 that Unau’s appeal was turned down because “the candidate is categorised as non-Bumiputera (father is Iban and mother is Chinese)” based on a definition used by the Student Intake Management Division, Higher Learning Department and Higher Education Ministry. Their definition is as follows: • Semenanjung – “Jika salah seorang ibu atau bapa calon adalah seorang Melayu yang beragama Islam/Orang Asli seperti mana yang ditakrifkan dalam Perkara 160(2)Perlembagaan Persekutuan; maka anaknya adalah dianggap seorang Bumiputera.” (If either parent of a candidate is a Malay who is a Muslim/Orang Asli as defined in Article 160 (2) of the Federal Constitution, the child is considered a Bumiputera.) • Sabah – “Jika bapa calon adalah seorang Melayu yang beragama Islam/Peribumi Sabah seperti yang ditakrifkan dalam Perkara 161A(6)(a)Perlembagaan Persekutuan; maka anaknya adalah dianggap seorang Bumiputera.” (If the father of the candidate is a Malay who is a Muslim/native of Sabah as defined by Article 161A(6)(a) of the Federal Constitution, the child is considered a Bumiputera.) • Sarawak – “Jika bapa dan ibu adalah seorang Peribumi Sarawak seperti mana yang ditakrifkan dalam Perkara 161A(6)(b) Perlembagaan persekutuan; maka anaknya adalah dianggap seorang Bumiputera.” (If the father and mother is a native of Sarawak as defined under Article 161A(6)(b) of the Federal Constitution, the child is considered a Bumiputera). Undau could not accept the explanation given by the ministry and he hoped that the government would seriously look into education issues that involve Bumiputera and non-Bumiputera status. “Is this what we call the 1Malaysia concept? Why all the differences in the intake of students for higher learning. I am not questioning the constitution, but what is the meaning of 1Malaysia if things like this happen?” Unau asked. A check with the National Registration Department (NRD) headquarters here revealed that there have been numerous enquiries about the Bumiputera status of late. A staff said she was somewhat surprised because no one had asked until recently. A spokesperson for the NRD here said that in Sarawak, if a person is born to an Iban and his mother is Chinese, he is registered as an Iban according to the race of his father. Asked if such a person is automatically accorded Bumiputera rights,the spokesperson said: “We don’t actually handle that. We look at the race of the father. If the father is Iban, the child is Iban. If the father is Chinese, the child is Chinese. The Bumiputera status comes under the Native Court.” Native Court Registrar Ronnie Edward, when contacted, said the Bumiputera status was a ‘birthright’ and the Native Court only hearcases where a person who was to be declared a Bumiputera although his father was not a native. He said there had been others who had suffered the same fate as Marina and it all boiled down to the Federal Constitution. “I think to solve this problem. Article 161(A) of the Federal Constitution has to be amended. The article says that in Sarawak, both parents have to be ‘exclusively’ a native,” Ronnie said.

My political mood again - just to share this article

I think this somehow reflex something on our Malaysian citizen who face those radical Muslim requests.Keep your spirit and learn to speak up! Australian Prime Minister does it again!! This man should be appointed King of the World. Truer words have never been spoken. It took a lot of courage for this man to speak what he had to say for the world to hear. The retribution could be phenomenal, but at least he was willing to take a stand on his and Austrilia's beliefs. Whole world Needs A Leader Like This! Prime Minister Kevin Rudd - Australia Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia , as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks.. Separately, Rudd angered some Australian Muslims on Wednesday by saying he supported spy agencies monitoring the nation's mosques. Quote: 'IMMIGRANTS, NOT AUSTRALIANS, MUST ADAPT. Take It Or Leave It. I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Bali , we have experienced a surge in patriotism by the majority of Australians. ' 'This culture has been developed over two centuries of struggles, trials and victories by millions of men and women who have sought freedom' 'We speak mainly ENGLISH, not Spanish, Lebanese, Arabic, Chinese, Japanese, Russian, or any other language. Therefore, if you wish to become part of our society . Learn the language!' 'Most Australians believe in God. This is not some Christian, right wing, political push, but a fact, because Christian men and women, on Christian principles, founded this nation, and this is clearly documented. It is certainly appropriate to display it on the walls of our schools. If God offends you, then I suggest you consider another part of the world as your new home, because God is part of our culture.' 'We will accept your beliefs, and will not question why. All we ask is that you accept ours, and live in harmony and peaceful enjoyment with us.' 'This is OUR COUNTRY, OUR LAND, and OUR LIFESTYLE, and we will allow you every opportunity to enjoy all this. But once you are done complaining, whining, and griping about Our Flag, Our Pledge, Our Christian beliefs, or Our Way of Life, I highly encourage you take advantage of one other great Australian freedom, 'THE RIGHT TO LEAVE'.' 'If you aren't happy here then LEAVE. We didn't force you to come here. You asked to be here. So accept the country YOU accepted.' Maybe if we circulate this amongst ourselves, WE will find the courage to start speaking and voicing the same truths. ______________________________________________________________

一个故事

今天吃午餐时，听同事说一个故事，那是一个很年轻，很貌美的女孩，但是她已经死了，红颜薄命。她在睡觉中，心脏衰歇，被人发现时已经回魂乏术。 更恐怖的是她的母亲在招魂时，她哭述在阴间，自己很辛苦，不能投胎，那条通往来世的路，被几个大桶遮住，大桶里堆满了她还在世时为了维持苗条的身材，所扔掉的食物，她在阴间必须把这桶腐烂生虫的食物吃完，才能转世投胎。 听了这个故事，又望了望我盘里的剩饭，我瞬间反胃，吃不下了。到了吃水果时，我选了西瓜，心想，就算是吃不完，在阴间变成了西瓜酵素，也还不错。 希望大家会珍惜食物。

The Lists

Loan Loan Loan Just found out if I refinance my home loan, i would actually cut my monthly instalment by RM220, but i need to pay RM10,000 for the transfer fees and penalty charges for undue settlement....difficult decision to make...but the interest really go down 1% refinance or not leh??? =============================================================================== Exam is round the corner Ah Ci is almost near exam time lately, but testing her knowledge of the topic of her book and realise she is not that familiar of her reading and writing. Is it me who spend too little time with her for revision? expect her not doing well for the exam. I think I lack of time after work to did that, if I do I would sacrified time for my blog....how to do? ================================================================================ Wednesday My colleage knows I dislike Wednesday, when come to this day, my mood is dull, my eye is dull, I feel I just want spend my time alone and if possible stay in house all day and don;t want to talk, you ask me why, I can;t give you any answer, may be because it is the mid day of the week, and because it is the most unhopeful day of the week, or may be my energy just drain out during this day.And today is Wednesday. ================================================================================ Opportunity I see my colleage getting a good offer to be employer of his own, by owning a new company. First is that happy for him, second is well he is so lucky. So many people do not have this chances even how much they desperate to be.I think opportunity is the best that can be offer to any employee in a company, and I wish I have an equal of that. ================================================================================= Happy parent Happy that parent have been safely reach hometown, and live as they prefer to live, i think every person should at least have the freedom to choose how they want to live for whatever reason they like. Hope they happy now. ================================================================================== Happy blogging to all

My new idol and he is only 10 years old

In my dream children sing a song of love for every boy and girl The sky is blue and fields are green and laughter is the language of the world Then I wake and all I see is a world full of people in need Tell me why (why) does it have to be like this? Tell me why (why) is there something I have missed? Tell me why (why) cos I don't understand. When so many need somebody we don't give a helping hand. Tell me why? Everyday I ask myself what will I have to do to be a man? Do I have to stand and fight to prove to everybody who I am? Is that what my life is for to waste in a world full of war? Tell me why (why) does it have to be like this? Tell me why (why) is there something I have missed? Tell me why (why) cos I don't understand. When so many need somebody we don't give a helping hand. Tell me why? (Children) tell me why? (declan) tell me why? (Children) tell me why? (declan) tell me why? (Together) just tell me why, why, why? Tell me why (why) does it have to be like this? Tell me why (why) is there something I have missed? Tell me why (why) cos I don't understand. When so many need somebody we don't give a helping hand. Tell me why (why, why, does the tiger run) Tell me why (why why do we shoot the gun) Tell me why (why, why do we never learn) Can someone tell us why we let the forest burn? (Why, why do we say we care) Tell me why (why, why do we stand and stare) Tell me why (why, why do the dolphins cry) Can some one tell us why we let the ocean die? (Why, why if we're all the same) Tell me why (why, why do we pass the blame) Tell me why (why, why does it never end) Can some one tell us why we cannot just be friends? (Why, why do we close our eyes) Tell me why (why, why do we speak a lie) Tell me why (why, why do we fight for love) Could someone tell us why 'cause we don't understand Why, why?

Update

24/10/09 Went to One Utama shopping for Ah Ci's concert head's decoration. 25/10/09 Busy for Ah Ci's concert preparation, and at 1pm arrived early for the concert. End show at 5.30pm. Well done for Ah Ci. Nice dance performance, but getting humiliated a bit for the fashion show, which get extra attention for her shape compare to other kids. Determined to weigh-cut Ah Ci for her self confident'sack. 26/10/09 Exhausted after busy weekend. Getting more busy by auditor's questioning of 2009's financial account. Long queue workload need to be clear for the auditor's, greatly dreaming of some helping hands. 27/10/09 More busy 28/10/09 Two colleage absent due to Medical reason. Food poisoning by overnight curry, I am lucky enough to escape the poison, yet no lucky enough to escape the workload left by them. 29/10/09 2 days more for parent to flight back to hometown. Need to plan a good farewell dinner may be tomorrow night. Must search for a nice restaurant. 30/10/09 Plan to spend a night in sister's place, chit chat together with parent and grandmum. 31/10/09 Bit goodbye to parent for going back home. 1/11/09 More busy pending ahead..... Things to do:- refinance my current property, the interest rate is getting way to low, not worth it to stay with the current loan unless do some discussion with the branch manager about lowering the interest to BLR-1.5 or at least 1.25% . Last choice for me is to jump to Public Bank and refinance the whole loan. Withdraw from KWSP account 2. Looking for some nice place to spend week length holiday which I deserve after years and years of non-holidays.Or I would feel more zombie then ever.

丑陋的有钱人

商场如战场， 谁能最不抛真心，保持理智，最能玩这商场游戏。谁最能在适当的时候出卖自己的朋友，就可以卖到好价，就能出位，少奋斗几年，快别人几年住大屋，开大车。 你奸我诈，利益当头，金钱挂帅，大家吃吃喝喝，看起来真是好朋友，但是只为了一场交易，close 了这个sale，又有几千块进账，这钱不难赚, 何乐而不为呢? 所以有人把一天有限的24 小时，十六个小时吃吃喝喝，赚到了钱，在亲友团里才能永远做受欢迎的人，免的在同辈中被瞧不起。 你不需要真情，就能赚到真金，当然也换不到真情，不过真情有何用? 又不能换饭吃，生病时更买不到病床，来探病的也怕要付医药费，生病时已很冷，人情这时更冷。 这个年代，这是我工作的世界，我们都在努力当个丑陋的有钱人。

good quotes

It is not the mountain we conquer but ourselves - on confidence To be successful you have to develop a hunger for it.-on winning Giving up is the ultimate tragedy-on tenacity When a man is no longer anxious to do better than well, he is done for.-on quality No man ever yet became great by imitation.-on imitation Never put off till tomorrow what you can do today.-on time Give help rather than advice. Wisdom is to understand that the world is ever-changing. Teamwork-where there is unity there is always victory Education- when the student is ready, the master appears Change - we cannot direct the wind, but we can adjust the sails. Creativity-some people dream of success...while others wake up and work hard at it. Opportunity-You'll always miss 100% of the shots you don't take. Excellence-The difference between ordinary and extraordinary is the little extra. Integrity-A person of great integrity gains the respect from everyone.

Ikea vs Court

If you had switch on your radio in the car, or just watching any tv advestisement lately, you must have notice the Court's ad for stock clearance...should be their closing sale, or meaning the Court is finally closing down. I use the opportunity to look for a better sofa, so I head on to the nearest Court after office. I went in the store, and first come to my view is a row of chairs, new and old, listed nicely, waiting to be purchase by the customer, and the price tag is very attractive, RM10 for a looking-new chair. So here i go, even not needing one, I help myself pick up a chair, and 'boom' the wooden chair's top drop to the floor immediately. Look like the condition is not so good though, I think. So I pick up another one, now I am clever enough I sit on it to try first. To test the chair withstandibility to the maximum I sit on two legs of the chair like a rocking chair, and suddenly I heard someone shouting at me, ' Hey, you buat macam itu, mesti lah dia rosak, kalau semua orang buat sekali, saya tak payah juah lah' , i turn my face to this fierce, unfriendly salegirl, she is showing a I-not-welcome-you & you-better-go-face. Ashamed by that, I make myself stand-up and explain to the girl, I want to buy that is why i need to make sure the chair is really in good condition.The salegirl's reaction is 'I-not-really-care'....so I just head for the main door, and would not want to look back. Inside my car, I keep thinking is it me who is rude that the salegirl has to react that way? Then I am thinking should I just write to complain to their management about the girl attitude toward customer? Then immediately I think of Ikea our foreign major furniture seller who is so successfully conquer the Malaysia's market, people go to buy, carry, and instal by themself yet it is everyday crowd everytime i visited the store. What is the reason that Ikea is so successful, wheress the Court is closing now?? I think It is buried deep inside the culture of the store, which put customer satisfaction first as the soul of the spirit of the selling team. Customer went to the Ikea are actually encourage to sit, lying, twisting and testing the product, they even go to the limit to allow return of their product purchased within 60 days if you are not satisfied with it. Try to compare that with the Court where I was humiliated just to test a chair. Attitude is something Malaysian company need to learn from the international company, our kampung boy and girl is always lack of it, shame on our culture which is suppose to be more polite. I finally realise why Dr Mahathir included the Pendidikan Moral in the secondary school the time he was in power. I would not spare my time and paper to complain the salegirl, she already learning the hard lesson - unemployement soon, if the lesson didn't teach her anything, I would not want to waste mine too.

Photography - old hobbies new try

Using my Samsung L700's NV Lens, I manage to get some satisfied photos.

Putrajaya pond in quiet noon

Water up in the sky

This is using the 'close up' mode, avoid the sunlight as possible. The result is clear flower color and mixed green.

Cyberjaya community Club, like the waterfront landscape

Please do leave some comment, for me to improve. Of course no tuition fees charges.

RPK on why he is arrested under ISA

update

10/9/09 adsense account decline my application, giving the reason my blog is lack of topic. Thought is easy to apply for adsense. Anyway nothing is free in this world, got to put a little hard work in blogging. 11/9/09 have gastric very often lately...i think should be the eating habit, because never happen before in last company where eating time is fixed. 12/9/09 having playing game and game, and it is a never ending road, finish this one, and hook to the next one. Still in mind that i would end it one day, but it never happen. I am addicted. 13/9/09 Anyone know where to find The Lake House movie??or anyone can lend me a copy if you have it? 14/9/09 seeing an old colleage, alway hoping he/she will be enjoying a better future. Fed up with recent management of double standard and misjudgement. 15/9/09 got a lot to voice out for MCA politic but too dissappointed until not willing to write anything, Last :- MCA can you stop using this name? because you are not represent the C but your own businessman agenda and it is embarrassing to see the headline everyday,with one unfaithfully horny old man and a so called revolutionist and it is a waste of the newspaper column, would not want to spend even RM1.50 to buy one. 16/9/09 would anyone tell me what 1 malaysia mean? should we just cancel the bumi and non bumi quota??to reflex the 1 and make it real Malaysia? 17/9/09 sleepy now, i alway got idea suddenly turn on in my head, and i tell myself i will write it in my blog, yet i left with little to say when come to my blog. .... I think i need to read more...have buy two reader digest from popular bookstore, after getting inspiration from Ah Hung, but just manage to read fews article from it...thinking will find a good one to share it here.

No topic

I know I need determination to write a blog. Yet there are simply too many temptation not to be missed. I had recently busy 'building' up my farm so as to let it obtain its require size and stage as to improve its ability to gain more wealth and coins to get to the maximum potention as in any rat race happens to all of the rich and poor man in this world.

I will let my farm earn money for me, when I reach the top stage. In order to do this, first I must sacrificed my time to blog first.So sorry for no much posting lately.

If you know me, you will probably query why a non-gamer, will addicted to the race, come join me for this game.....

Yes, if you have guess right, I am playing the 'Farmtown'.

Question

1. Is today's youngster more immoral compare to the youngster 15 years ago??I mean those born after 1980... 2. If you are more 'licin' and 'gilap' your boss shoes, will he know it that you are actually 'gilap' his shoes because you just want money, or even he know it, because you 'gilap' his shoes he feel good and hence let you gilap more...? 3. If I say 98% of those 12-38 years old now are having facebook account, and out of this 58% is playing the facebook game, and 38% from this 58% is super addicted to the game, am i exagerate the percentage? 4. In the business world, Money is the upmost king, hence no matter a rich guy say anything is consider right, even if what he say is no true, and boring, there will alway be supporter to give echo, If i am not buying this, does it make me abnormal? 5. If the government cannot effort to give high pay for police force, can we accept that police should take bride? well, you must consider that they got family to look after, wife and kids to feed... 6. If a rich community is full of thief and robbery happen everyday, cases after cases, day after day, the police don't got enough cabinet for the case file, and no enough PC's hard drive to store the crime data, is it actually 'correct' that the thing stolen is rightfully be stolen for those criminal??Well, we are talking about sharing wealth, and equal opportunity ... 7. If one effort driving a Mercedes, or a BMW 5 series, yet, still sending the kids to go to nursery and not being able to spend own time looking after them, can we give them a praise or a woe? 8.If you have RM 10 billions what will you do? 9. If you can have one more life, who will you give it to? 10.If Malaysia is not yet born, would you support it to be independent, and run like how it is run by the goverment now? 11. If pakatan rakyat is to win the next general election, do you think the new government can really bring a change and equality to minority group like the poor, chinese society, native group? 12. Last, do you think I will become rich one day by working with a company and trying to save as much as possible?

House

Viewing comments:

1. In real life some teachers are really insensitive and bodoh like in this movie.I wonder how the education panel choosing the candidate for teacher.

2. Poor family got no living, voicing, choosing's right giving to them. No one will lend an ear and a hand too.

3. Children is always right.

4. In the process of development, only the poor is being sacrified.And the rich is become richer, and the richer become super richest.

5. There are thousand and thousand of houses live and build by the locals, generation by generation, and then one day received a letter from the local government to be demolished. Isn't the government is suppose to develop and not to demolish?

路人

每天路过载送AH慈上学，常常会看到一对母女，妈妈骑单车载女儿上学，女儿年龄和AH慈相若，每看到如此，于心不忍，很想载送她们一程，骑单车太危险了吧！心里暗骂她那做老公的和老爸的难道自己驾车上班了吗?? 但看了reallyshak的广告片http://reallyshak.blogspot.com 后，恍然大悟，原来我忽略了那伟大的母爱，有几个人有机会坐妈妈骑的脚车，人钱越赚越多，车子越驾越大，还有谁‘敢’骑脚车载孩子上学?！不怕没面子吗? 突然间好羡慕那个女孩。只有母爱是只付出，没要求回报。 世界上的爱，也只有母爱是能天长地久的。 每个人都有一生中最伟大的人，那就是母亲。 驾车人士如果你们早上路过USJ看到这对母女请放慢车速，小心驾驶，让路给这伟大的妈妈好吗??

Forest Research Institute (FRIM)

This weekend as it is the week that H1N1 make its killer shot which alert our insensitive fellow Malaysian. I do not plan to stay in house for this weekend, i want to go out, that is why i choose this Forest Research Centre. It is located near the Batu Cave area, if you know how to go to Batu Cave in Kepong then you know how to reach here. It is about 30 minutes from my place if lucky enough and no traffic. The first impression is it is very huge, the compound is wide and broad. We do not follow the signboard, and decide to use our luck for finding some excitement. Well, it didn;t bring us to anywhere, we just see trees and trees and more trees, well what do you expect when you come to the forest??... Then we saw this place crowded with people picnic, and sharing outdoor activity altogether, why?? There is nothing to see...Well we are wrong. But we don;t realise until not so long afterward. The skyline is dark, and yet so bright enough for us to see that the grey cloud is coming to overtake our plan to anything. I get the suggestion to just drive back to home. Insisted by determination to get some nice outdoor photo. I decide to abundant each other and climb my way up the hill where everyone is heading back from because of the weather, and the place look empty and quiet ...imagine i am in this forest, then, I saw IT, the Sungai Kroh waterfall! It is small in size but not without majestic seeing it from downside hill, the trail climbing up the waterfall is muddy and the wooden ladder is rough, i head for the other road, this trail cover with falled leaves, and it is pretty with is yellowish colour, i guess i am the person who can appreciate nature, Ha! After taking some photos, i decide to back down to my orginal place where i park my car, and also because Ah Ci is follow me up the hill, and looking its not a place suitable for a 5 years old...there could be a snake hiding beneath the leaves. When we reach the parking place, we met our Uncle and Aunty from Kepong, from her we know that there is a legendary big dragon fish living inside the FRIM in a pond. Interested by curiousity we went on to hunt for the legendary fish.According to my Aunty when we reach the pond we just need to clap our hand, and the Big-Fish will show its sign. After trying to clap clap clap, we see something floating on the surface, not see clearly, that is IT!! Do you see it?? IT is huge! IT is big enough to shallow Ah Ci without have to chew! When we get a closer view it is a very very big dragon fish and it is seldom found and it should be in the list of protected species.Cool, a big dragon fish which live in the jungle, that make its more mistery then its already is. I found a big bamboo tree standing just metres from the pond and it's look attract me. It had the secret power to seduce me to the garden where the bamboo tree stayed. The garden is so quiet that you don;t imagine that you are in the forest. I suddenly think that i beem taken into some mistery dimension of the different world, this thought scared me, i want to go back, and all i can hear is the voice of Ah Ci , but i cannot see her...!! Run like hell, i get my weak feet back to the pond, thinking a famous phase, 'we must respect nature, or the nature will eat us alive...'( or something like that).And old folks use to say, when you bring a kid to the forest always remember to call her name when we head home, or the jungle spirit might taken her soul! On my way back, i keep callingto Ah Ci :-" Ci, lets back home,....Ci..." Ah Ci look at me with her innocent face:- 'Ok... mum ok ...why you keep repeating??...'. (Good outing this weekend. Anyone to avoid H1N1 please come to the jungle...the jungle spirit might be waiting for you ...)

未来的路

时间无奈飞逝， 记忆的无情让色彩慢慢淡去， 落叶像是在倒数。。。 与筹铺我老年的归路； 虚疏的灰发， 总解释不了难懂的人生坎坷路， 如果未来渐渐只剩下一条小路， 我会开始彷徨要走了得道路， 天国会为没叫主得人而开吗? 我想最终我该走向他的回头路。 PS(第一次发表，我知有很多错字，有劳大家指点)

Subang Jaya Bakuteh

讲到肉骨茶，嘿，为什么周末就一定会想到它? 但是我不喜欢SUBANG的肉骨茶。原因时当你在店里叫了肉骨茶，你一定想到是有肉，有香菇，有小磨菇，有腐竹等等。。但是那一定会让你很失望，因为来的只是汤和肉。。。那香菇呢?腐竹呢?。。。叫他送来啦，不过这可是另外算钱的哦！！好了，到了要加汤，那伙记来了一次，在叫第二次汤。。。伙记已经脸色暗淡深沉。。。 算账时，腐竹RM3.00, 香菇RM 6.00，有小磨菇RM6.00，油条RM 2.00, 饭 RM 6.00,(吃肉骨茶哪能没饭? )五个人吃RM8.00 X 5 = RM40.00, 总数是 RM 63.00 + 饮品 RM 12.00 = RM 75.00!! 如果在巴生吃大约只要RM 52.00,因为香菇，小磨菇，腐竹已经加入个人价了。SUBANG JAYA的RM8.00 只有汤和肉！！！神精病啦。。。我自己煮啦！

Hey Jude-我很喜欢的一首歌

这首歌好悲。。。听了常让我哭

Confident

When we say confidential, meaning something which is private and not suppose to disclose to anyone except the concerned. When we talk about self estreem or confident to ourself, how we really mean? If a person so much stubborn or holdon to his believe with him/herself, did that mean also he/she is over confident with him/herself? Tonight I got a date with an old friend, seeing me in his eye looking a lot of good changes, new hairstyle, new car, kid etc is giving me undescribed encouragement, It is so glad to be improved in others eyes. It feel good that way. Can I sustain my progess this way? Can I maintain my look as It never get old, can I improve in a pace constantly overwin others? Is this material substance directly impact other's self confident, and hence our outlook as a person? I have no answer to this. My buddhist teaching said 'nothing is matter than our heart,we must alway look after our heart', when our heart is greed and sinful, it doesn;t matter how much achievement we have, how great we are. We are just left with an artificial skin, fake mask that look good on the outside but deterior on the inside. I believe that is true. That is what keep me humble all these time. I hope this attitude is right.

Mission posssible

Tonight I get the feeling of a lot mission need to be done by tomorrow whether I like it or not. I brainstorming .... firstly, I need to go to A bank to bank in my July's salary cheque (yes, our company only give salary on the 8th) in order that it can be clear by Monday, so I can pay off my loan subsequently. Secondly, I need to reload my phone, I will get extra 30% if I do it by tomorrow, thirth I need to buy some items at C store because the promotion almost over,I get to save around 50% if buy it this week. Forth, I have to return Ah Ci's too-small-size jacket simply because the shop will not allow the return after that at Sunway Piramid. It look like I got a lot of choices on the decision for what I want to do, but I feel that it is the offers or condition or the timeline which 'planned' for me, given me choiceless but to 'obey' it.

I worked a 5 and half day per week, left only one and half day for private family life, and what I do is to let the condition set on what I should do...how sad this life is....well, i think a lot of people live a life same like me. Weekend is just a lot of shopping, eating and watching movies.

Can't it be more meaningful weekend for City folk like us???

Facebook

Well, what is the good of facebook when we cannot share information with friend and others?isn't it the place for us to voice out whatever in our mind and isn't it another mean to share news and events? But I did deactivate and abundant my facebook account recently, just because there are something which cannot be share among the friends. So frustrated.Recently it has not been a smooth way for communication, i think this month i need to go back to temple praying for God's messy. The main reason behind this is facebook create so many game for friends to play, many youngster now register facebook for the gaming fun of it. You can add friend to get ingredient in the Restourant City, you can steal fruit in The happy farm, you can fishing in the Fish a Fish game. Many people unwillingly hooked to it. So the facebook is becoming a gaming area for them. Who care what is the real purpose of facebook. What is happening is when someone who is seriously posting thought and news and photos to it become unprotectly expose too much information unnecessary to others. And what if this all come back to you in an unfavourable way? Ie. you get complain for your post, someone want to sue you for what you frankly phase out in the facebook etc. I have never think of such thing when i first sign up for it. All community has their rules, we have to responsible for what we say, facebook is no exception. We are bind by that when we sign up. So next time just shout at the bathroom duing shower, don;t post anything which may be publish publicly, these tend to get yourself into a lot of trouble consequently. Trust me on this.

I like this episode of the X-files < the Final >

MULDER: I'd like to congratulate you on succeeding where so many before you have failed. A bullet between the eyes would have been preferable to this charade. But I've learned to pretend over the past nine years - to pretend that my victories mattered only to realize that no one was keeping score. To realize that liars do not fear the truth if there are enough liars. That the devil is just one man with a plan but evil, true evil, is a collaboration of men which is what we have here today. If I am a guilty man, my crime is in daring to believe that the truth will out and that no one lie can live forever. I believe it still. Much as you try to bury it, the truth is out there. Greater than your lies, the truth wants to be known. You will know it. It'll come to you, as it's come to me faster than the speed of light.

(for those who understand what I imply....what goes around, come around)

Episode : This is not happening ( For my godgrandmother who leave us to meet God yesterday)

SCULLY: I once had a talk with Mulder about starlight. How it's billions of years old. Stars that are now long dead whose light is still traveling through time. It won't die, that light. Maybe that's the only thing that never does. He said that's where souls reside. I hope he's right.

我最喜欢的巴生肉骨茶

这个周末我和家人很想吃肉骨茶，但是这一带的肉骨茶又没什么好吃的，所以我们打算去巴生吃道地的肉骨茶。出发时大约六点多，没十多分钟就眼看目地的在前面，一个不留神，转入了错误的路口，又转了一大圈，咦。。。怎么又来到了同一个路口呢? 就这样转了又转好几次，都来到同一个路口，曾几何时巴生变了迷宫?记得上次来时，一转就到那间店了嬷！

就这样转了到八点，车里的人都饿了，我提议不如放弃吃肉骨茶吧！不如看到什么就吃什么吧！那知这一乱转，我们本来要来的四眼仔肉骨茶就出现在我的前面！这叫人算不如天算吧！

这里的肉骨茶汤底比较浓，a bit sticky, 又有很多我喜欢的冬姑，没有太多的香菜，猪肉与骨是整大块的，比较附和肉骨茶这个的名字，当然我也叫了一壶茶来冲油饭。我们五人埋单只是区区RM40 而已，没吃过的人一定要来试一试！

无奸道

有一个人有一天上班，发现她的老板发现了一件他不可能会发现的事, 这件事只有她的朋友知道,如果有其它人知道,那里由很简单, 她有一个朋友变了节，出卖了她。 痛心的是，她不晓得是谁?所有的朋友表现的络无其事，她只能暗暗怀疑是某某人。怪就怪自己，没多花点时间在朋友身上，多了解周围的人，也怪她自己耐不住气，什么都跟人说。 话又说回来，那个背叛她的朋友为了自己利益，把朋友也卖了，可真应该下地狱！从那天起她不再相信每个朋友，她对自己没了信心。一个本来活泼开朗串朋友堆的女孩没了。 无间道本来是指一个是非善恶，忠奸难分的界道，几时我们的世界能有一个无奸道--没有奸人的世道， 每个人都坦诚相处，那该有多好?

How to being Content?

This is a simple topic , everyone can say they are being content with what they had. I have an apartment in USJ, my husband have a semi-D house in Kedah, we have a 5 year's old clever daughter, we are in our middleage, and we have our health in good condition, what left for us for not being content with our life? I feel myself being happy when I go back to my small and comfy apartment everyday after tired work. I am content with I am driving a new 1.6 Proton Persona, who cares people said the seat is not fine, and the car is petrol consuming? So, i am very content with what i had.

But how come everytime when I went to my cousin house seeing his newly renovated double storey house, and his new car Honda Accord. I get this sour feel in my heart keep blaming myself not being able to reach this stage of living standard, and how I wish i could be him. Why is that our heart is alway changing when we see or compare with others achievement? Isn't that i have enough of what I want and need?

There is a truth with this fact. Let me tell you simple illustration, people said life is like walking on a seesaw, when you stand at the left side, you seeing people on the right part is higher than you, so you climb your best to reach the right part-the peak which you always imagine, when you come to the right side, you only realise that you are actually reaching the bottom of you life, sometime it take a lifetime to learn that, we can only go to the peak when we are able to balance ourself in the middle of the seesaw.

So I start trying to balance my life, what is giving me too much pressure to achieve is actually bringing me go down the seesaw, and what is too much relax is the same too. I want to treasure what I can have, can do, can happy with now, at this very moment, and only this very moment is really true to us, the past is the past, the future never happen yet, only this minute when I am typing my feeling hoping that i would get someone notice and seeing deep inside me, and that I could get some responce or to change someone opinion with my view.Then this minute is meaningful for me.

Last but not least, do not compare with others. They are not you, and they have their path to go.

I learn that being content is being content with yourself.

Bagan Lalang, where is the Gold?

This weekend as my hubby mood is good, so I propose a trip to nearby visitor spot, like the beach etc, I had in my mind to get a sunset photo for my album so I choose the Bagan lalang beach as the spot to get a clear photo. My hubby said the name is actually Gold Coast, huh, Gold Coast not in Australia meh? Shy la, want to tell people we are going to Gold Coast, better tell is bagan lalang la. Since they are free seat in the car, i invite my parent to go together for them to fight off the boreness to look after baby all day inside a 9 storey apartment. Searching from google reveal that the distance is about an hour + journey to reach there, so i approximate the timing, and decide to depart at 4pm about time to reach there by 5.30pm to get the shoot. Everything went on smoothly, except when our car come to the roundabout for KLIA, we turn into the wrong direction which bring us further down to Banting road, that take us about extra another hours to reach only Morib Beach. Since already there, we just go for some walk along the beach, first impression is how come the beach got no beach, i mean, no white sand, just brick and water.... A lot of the people is fishing there, thinking it should be a nice fishing spot.Some camera man, took a very huge camera, look like professional photographer is standby there. Mmm, may be i come to the right site. But it is not sunset yet, the sun is still bright up in the sky. Further down the road, about 37km we reach Bagan Lalang beach, it is a nice white wide beach with flat sandy beach. Great spot for Sunset view. Why did they name it Gold Coast?Is it because the sand is golden color? I found out the answer is negative, it is just white and soft enough compare to those in Port dickson. May be because the sun is golden enough. It is so romantic if walking on the beach hand in hand with your love one.

I have fun taking photos with my Samsung camera, testing the effect, and images caught. After about 45 minutes of enjoying the seaview, we go on to try the seafood at the nearby floating restaurant.The food taste just nice, but they charges a price not equal to the local standard, i can get it in Subang at the almost same price. Not bad for a weekend getaway though.

To Travel or no travel

I remember I was always in the mood of traveling,visiting. When I was in University I am always planning to go some place during weekend, I like to explore things, I am so ethusiastic to explore new place be it a mountain, castle, island, old building, garden park etc I think I spend 40 percent of my time in Britain for travel, beside study and sleep. Back to Malaysia, it is like a fairy drop to the real world, it is work and work all the times, once in a bluemoon during weekend, we got to travel to some near distance from Kedah to Hatyai Thailand to bigger my frog-eye-view of the so call Man's heaven on earth, for me it is a near Hell in real life for those desparate young girl who serving those immoral beast buying sex and drinking alcohol altogether, man like to talk business there.(i never understand why) When I see some blogs, the blogger almost visit one country oversea every year, I am so envy so wishes that it is me. My single friend did that every year too. Ah Ci is born in 2004, from then onward, my passport never get any more new immigration stamp until it is expired this year. Poor me, I should go somewhere, I need to revitalise what is in my mind, I need to breath the outside new air, recharged the spirit, I should not forgoten about the passion of me for explore, to appreciate the architectual design of building, to be overwhelmed by the power of nature, and breathtaking sketch out of God on the skyline, and the heartwarming beautiful sunsets.... The big question is where should i go?? what have I miss after all this years??

Life and Death

I am struggling of putting this serious topic in my second posts, yet it is things which is troubling me this few days.My grandmum's 80 years old sister is having serious condition after falling in her bathroom recently. She is in the intensive care unit for days, her condition is worsen, my grandmum decide to visit her, may be for the last time in her life. The next day when my grandmum left for hometown, i fall sick, first by flu due to infection, next by sore throat, then the miss consumption of antibiotic, induced gastric, i was in bed for two days. Now, anyone can tell me what is life? It is so easily taken just like that. The stop of heartbeat, the lost transmittion of brain cells and that is call death. I read a book from Tibetan about life and death, it said death is just a path which you have to pass thru when you are transform to another form of life, according to buddhism, there are many stage of life, reincarnation, which mean if you eat pig in this life, you might become a pig in your next life. If buddhism is true, that mean Death is the beginning to next life, and Life is the beginning of the death, so what is to celebrate when we have a new baby born in this world? and why we are so sad when somebody pass away? I so like this theory.

ok, now i got a name set for my blog...

Long ago i tell my facebook friend that i will start my blog , so to start ,actually i do not have anything to write on the blog tonight , yet i should start something , walking miles startes from first steps...so here i go,...should i use english or mandarin? well, both also 'half basin water', if i want to write in english i might need to buy a dictionary first to accompany me, who want to read a blog with out understand what the blogger want to say....if i write in mandarin, then i might need to bring my primary school teacher sitting here with me...hai, all the education system's faults, study primary school in mandarin, secondary school in bahasa, college in english, now i got my education background introduced.