年龄过了三十，我开始怕死，怕自己会中癌，怕不辛会驾车意外，驾车时速五十送女兒上学，怕会被公司裁员没饭开会死。怕自己会变老。
往年的洒脱，一个背包走天涯，惊觉那是家人背后无私的付出与支持，我才能左无旁顾的到处流浪。
当了妈妈之后，带个小瓜，我开始左怕右怕，不为了什么，只怕自己有什么事，那这小瓜没人照顾了，怎么办？驾驶电单车飞奔的狂野已荡然无存。现在我已是个贪生怕死的女人。
学Yossi。。。来一首歌~~~
Sometimes late at nightI lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreamsSo I turn out the lights and lay there in the darkAnd the thought crosses my mindIf I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feelAbout her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
