Give up

Give up.
I need to give up.
There are no tomorrow.
Give up is the only way to go.
where is my courage when these simply thing a baby can handle...
why is it so hard for me to do?
Is it that the age have defeat my strength and my weakness taken over me.

where is the bottom line to this fall?

Un-ending tortue to the life, sickening the hope of a better future
I am living the life of a death,
I am forgoten in the evil of hate
I don;t want to fight for a fight which is meaningless
I want to stand up and give up


Oh God, please give me now the courage to just give up
Give up to all the non sense
Give up to all the lie
Give up to all the broken promises
Give up to all the blame
Oh God, if you are there please give me this extra push,
just let me give up