2010 must be better

It is quite ironic when I decided to quit my post, here am I now writing another post, I guess that is what blogging is about, when you feel that you have no one to talk to you, but you got all those in your stomach difficult to digest and even voice out to anyone. Here is it, here is the place to let out the fuss.For those who read my blog especially i think there are 2 or 3 my fellow friend only. Thank you and sorry have make your read this crap. It is quite ironic when I read my new year resolution and wishes, I see a clear and bright sunset which my fellow friend Ah Kean choose to see in 1.1.2010. Yet now is about the middle of January and all I have is disappointments. I think entitled or not a company or a boss should be responsible for the spirit of the worker in a whole, not because for the worker but for the company's benefit alone.Unmotivated employee tend to do fault and mistake, and that is not a good start for any business. I remember I always have these question same as recently one of my facebook fellow post, -why you always cannot get what you want?? the thing you most wish is the thing that Never come to you. And most gift come to you unexpected.and might not as what you want. It is quite ironic when i decided to quit my facebook game, now all that happen is forcing me to the game even deeper.I understand the reason for addicted druggie can't quit the shit because there are no hope in their life. I don;t think the drug itself have any merit and attraction at all. Come bring hope to people life, any human who is living happily is entitled to spread happiness around, there are too many hopeless creature around now, haiti is devastated, europe is freezing, Malaysia is clueless into deeper bodohland. Yet what I hope is 2010 must be better, and you think I will get what I fight for this time?

The End

I was thinking all about the end of my blogspot post recently many many times. First of all, because thinking of stealing a spare time to write some post at night is not a viable thing. One lesson in life--- you can't get a thing done, without sacrifice another thing. My daughter had been addicted to TV after i start my blogspot and facebook.Worst of all, she started to dislike her school too. Which i account for all her mislead due to my lack of attention to her, she had been late to sleep, from 9.30pm to 11.30pm and 11.30pm is a very late for a 5 years old. I have heard some very disappoints view of Malaysian politic from some young 20+, saying no matter how we are doing, the Malaysian Chinese will remain the same. So from this, she/he would no want to spend time bother about our society, no even care about any issues which could affect our daily doing. Its sad. These indifferent is causing our future darker,our hope for better tomorrow dimmer. Out of this disappointment, may be i should just quit writing anymore, and just concentrate on what my duty is, a housewife and a mother. Good bye and thank you for those who happen to be reading my post quite accidentally. So this is THE END

呐喊 - 陈家凯 very like this song recently

如果爱情是一种道理 我愿意循规蹈矩 贯彻我对你始终如一 如果我们之间生了病 就算是无药可毉 也要挨到最后一口气 走跟你一直走到莫名的感伤 等等你一直等到凄美的绝望 寂寞在深夜排山倒海 你会不会再回来 眼泪让它流一个痛快 低吼的感慨一声狂飙的悲哀 沉默是心底最痛楚的呐喊 你给我的回忆太美满 最怕变成了信仰 离开是我唯一的方向 你早已不在 你早已不在 明白 再见是今生最痛楚的对白 如果今天我不再想你 明天我不去回忆 那是因为我没了力气 如果昨天是一场游戏 离别是一首歌曲 那是叹息谱成的旋律 走跟你一直走到莫名的感伤 等等你一直等到凄美的绝望 寂寞在深夜排山倒海 你会不会再回来 眼泪让它流一个痛快 低吼的感慨一声狂飙的悲哀 沉默是心底最痛楚的呐喊

Mission for 2010

Every blogger will write something about 2009, because the time now is 12.18pm 31.12.2009 the last day of 2009 I do not have anything to talk about 2009, just speak the good thing,don;t say the bad thing, so i don;t talk about the pass, i will talk about future. In the future :- I hope I can be a better mother, that mean full time, or at least part time. I hope I can be a better writer, that mean I need to write and firstly read a lot. I hope I can less depend on money, it make people feel and look ugly. I hope my daughter, dad, mum, grand mum, and everyone healthy and happy in everything they do. I hope my job can be more smooth,at least no debtors who is bad enough to scold. I hope the world is less with illness, and war and hatred. I hope people will not die. I think i should not be over wishes for those almost impossible. OK , just wish that i can be improved in my language and social skills. Be more happy. Happy New Year 2010 to all, wish you have a great and prosperous new year ahead.

谈情说爱之我说的爱情

1．真正的爱情是希望他/她过的比你好，希望他/她天天都很开心。但如果你只希望他/她跟你在一起，能带给你快乐，那你并不爱他/她。 2．真正的爱情是在他/她痛苦时，能感受到他/她的痛，愿意跟他/她担当，希望自己能为他/她做一切，让他/他能好起来。但如果你只希望他/她能在你病痛时，给你支持，那你并不爱他/她。 3．真正的爱情是你会与爱人所拥有的一切而开心，不开心的也能分享。 4．真正的爱情不会为了对方外表的老去，而逝去。 5．真正的爱情不会赖对方拖累你。 6．真正的爱情不会在脾气不好时动用武力。 7．真正的爱情会带来希望，因为知道有一个人在背后默默支持。 8．真正的爱情能用心了解对方的心思，去理解，去感受，去配合，去成全。 9．真正的爱情建立在彼此之间的信任，这种信任可以随着时间与经历所增加或减少。如果刚开始的爱情是零分，到了半百时还手牵手的爱情应该有50 分，过几年就厌倦的应该是减50分，这世上有人能拥有100 分的爱情吗? 那如果爱情总是零分也还是好的。 10．希望大家能好好经营自己的爱情，有情人终成眷属的条件还是要当个有情人。