To Travel or no travel

I remember I was always in the mood of traveling,visiting. When I was in University I am always planning to go some place during weekend, I like to explore things, I am so ethusiastic to explore new place be it a mountain, castle, island, old building, garden park etc I think I spend 40 percent of my time in Britain for travel, beside study and sleep. Back to Malaysia, it is like a fairy drop to the real world, it is work and work all the times, once in a bluemoon during weekend, we got to travel to some near distance from Kedah to Hatyai Thailand to bigger my frog-eye-view of the so call Man's heaven on earth, for me it is a near Hell in real life for those desparate young girl who serving those immoral beast buying sex and drinking alcohol altogether, man like to talk business there.(i never understand why) When I see some blogs, the blogger almost visit one country oversea every year, I am so envy so wishes that it is me. My single friend did that every year too. Ah Ci is born in 2004, from then onward, my passport never get any more new immigration stamp until it is expired this year. Poor me, I should go somewhere, I need to revitalise what is in my mind, I need to breath the outside new air, recharged the spirit, I should not forgoten about the passion of me for explore, to appreciate the architectual design of building, to be overwhelmed by the power of nature, and breathtaking sketch out of God on the skyline, and the heartwarming beautiful sunsets.... The big question is where should i go?? what have I miss after all this years??

Life and Death

I am struggling of putting this serious topic in my second posts, yet it is things which is troubling me this few days.My grandmum's 80 years old sister is having serious condition after falling in her bathroom recently. She is in the intensive care unit for days, her condition is worsen, my grandmum decide to visit her, may be for the last time in her life. The next day when my grandmum left for hometown, i fall sick, first by flu due to infection, next by sore throat, then the miss consumption of antibiotic, induced gastric, i was in bed for two days. Now, anyone can tell me what is life? It is so easily taken just like that. The stop of heartbeat, the lost transmittion of brain cells and that is call death. I read a book from Tibetan about life and death, it said death is just a path which you have to pass thru when you are transform to another form of life, according to buddhism, there are many stage of life, reincarnation, which mean if you eat pig in this life, you might become a pig in your next life. If buddhism is true, that mean Death is the beginning to next life, and Life is the beginning of the death, so what is to celebrate when we have a new baby born in this world? and why we are so sad when somebody pass away? I so like this theory.

ok, now i got a name set for my blog...

Long ago i tell my facebook friend that i will start my blog , so to start ,actually i do not have anything to write on the blog tonight , yet i should start something , walking miles startes from first steps...so here i go,...should i use english or mandarin? well, both also 'half basin water', if i want to write in english i might need to buy a dictionary first to accompany me, who want to read a blog with out understand what the blogger want to say....if i write in mandarin, then i might need to bring my primary school teacher sitting here with me...hai, all the education system's faults, study primary school in mandarin, secondary school in bahasa, college in english, now i got my education background introduced.