寂寞寂寞就好

寂寞寂寞就好


還是原來那個我　不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦

對著鏡子我承諾　遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容

不算什麼　愛錯就愛錯

早點認錯　早一點解脫


我寂寞寂寞就好　這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱

就讓我一個人去　痛到　受不了　想到　快瘋掉

死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好　你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑

我就不相信我會　笨到　忘不了　賴著　不放掉

人本來就寂寞的　借來的都該還掉

我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你　是我自己做夢你有改變什麼

再多的愛也沒用　每個人有每個人的業障因果

會有什麼　什麼都沒有

早點看破　才看的見以後

无题

躺在泳池里，望着无际的天空。让身躯无体重的减压。整天徘徊在脑袋里想要拿那封信丢给老板跟他说不干了，然后拍拍屁股走出那个大门。但是我不能那么做。

总在没更好选择里将就着，苟延的等待渺茫的希望而老去。

很想冲动地随便做些事，很羡慕不用在商场打滚，双手只为家里柴米油盐醋而劳动的同性。

但我没那个选择。

活得像个自己真的会失去很多吗？放得开吗？还需要理智的衡量。

很多伟大的创作是在人生低潮时产生的。低迷的士气，没能写出警世之作，却让我借着文字把思索硬生的刻露出来。

《當冬夜漸暖》原唱 孫燕姿

詞: 藤井樹，曲:饒善強

很多事情 不是誰說了就算
即使傷心 結果還是自己擔
多少次失望表示著多少次期盼
事實證明 幸福很難

我們之間 不是誰說了就算
拉扯的愛 徒增結局的難堪
一百次相愛只要有一次的絢爛
下一次 會更勇敢

當冬夜漸暖 當大海也不再那麼藍
當月色的純白變得陰暗
那只是代表快樂不再那麼簡單

當冬夜漸暖 當夏夜的樹上不再有蟬
當回憶老去的痕跡斑斑
那只是因為悲傷從來 都不會有答案

當冬夜漸暖 當青春也都煙消雲散
當美麗的故事都有遺憾
那只是習慣把愛當做喜歡
重要的是 我們如何愛過那一段

Haley Reinhart

I, I who have nothing
I, I who have no one
Adore you, and want you so
I'm just a no one,
With nothing to give you but Oh
I Love You

He, He buys you diamonds
Bright, sparkling diamonds
But believe me, dear when I say,
That he can give you the world,
But he'll never love you the way
I Love You

He can take you anyplace he wants
To fancy clubs and restaurants
But I can only watch you with
My nose pressed up against the window pane
I, I who have nothing
I, I who have no one
Must watch you, go dancing by
Wrapped in the arms of somebody else

When darling it's I

Who Loves you

I Love You
I Love You
I Love You

Make this go one forever

Simple Mathematics for today, 3,285 days ago, I signed myself to a future full of anticipation. 78,840 hours pass by, and all those up and down, and it is 4,730,400 minutes that count, I stay on and still keep to this deed of commitment.

Celebration await this special moment, it need continuous dedicated contribution, honest and bold heart to conquer the weakness and constant temptation awaiting to exterminate the harmony not come easily without sacrifice.

It is 22 April 2011

and here is a song for this very special day :-




Please don't let this turn into something it's not
I can only give you everything I've got
I can't be as sorry as you think I should
But I still love you more than anyone else could
All that I keep thinking throughout this whole flight
Is it could take my whole damn life to make this right
This splintered mast I'm holding on won't save me long
Because I know fine well that what I did was wrong
The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
We have got through so much worse than this before
What's so different this time that you can't ignore
You say it is much more than just my last mistake
And we should spend some time apart for both our sakes
The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love

And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness [x2]

And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness [x2]