无题

躺在泳池里，望着无际的天空。让身躯无体重的减压。整天徘徊在脑袋里想要拿那封信丢给老板跟他说不干了，然后拍拍屁股走出那个大门。但是我不能那么做。

总在没更好选择里将就着，苟延的等待渺茫的希望而老去。

很想冲动地随便做些事，很羡慕不用在商场打滚，双手只为家里柴米油盐醋而劳动的同性。

但我没那个选择。

活得像个自己真的会失去很多吗？放得开吗？还需要理智的衡量。

很多伟大的创作是在人生低潮时产生的。低迷的士气，没能写出警世之作，却让我借着文字把思索硬生的刻露出来。

《當冬夜漸暖》原唱 孫燕姿

詞: 藤井樹，曲:饒善強

很多事情 不是誰說了就算
即使傷心 結果還是自己擔
多少次失望表示著多少次期盼
事實證明 幸福很難

我們之間 不是誰說了就算
拉扯的愛 徒增結局的難堪
一百次相愛只要有一次的絢爛
下一次 會更勇敢

當冬夜漸暖 當大海也不再那麼藍
當月色的純白變得陰暗
那只是代表快樂不再那麼簡單

當冬夜漸暖 當夏夜的樹上不再有蟬
當回憶老去的痕跡斑斑
那只是因為悲傷從來 都不會有答案

當冬夜漸暖 當青春也都煙消雲散
當美麗的故事都有遺憾
那只是習慣把愛當做喜歡
重要的是 我們如何愛過那一段

Haley Reinhart

I, I who have nothing
I, I who have no one
Adore you, and want you so
I'm just a no one,
With nothing to give you but Oh
I Love You

He, He buys you diamonds
Bright, sparkling diamonds
But believe me, dear when I say,
That he can give you the world,
But he'll never love you the way
I Love You

He can take you anyplace he wants
To fancy clubs and restaurants
But I can only watch you with
My nose pressed up against the window pane
I, I who have nothing
I, I who have no one
Must watch you, go dancing by
Wrapped in the arms of somebody else

When darling it's I

Who Loves you

I Love You
I Love You
I Love You

Make this go one forever

Simple Mathematics for today, 3,285 days ago, I signed myself to a future full of anticipation. 78,840 hours pass by, and all those up and down, and it is 4,730,400 minutes that count, I stay on and still keep to this deed of commitment.

Celebration await this special moment, it need continuous dedicated contribution, honest and bold heart to conquer the weakness and constant temptation awaiting to exterminate the harmony not come easily without sacrifice.

It is 22 April 2011

and here is a song for this very special day :-




Please don't let this turn into something it's not
I can only give you everything I've got
I can't be as sorry as you think I should
But I still love you more than anyone else could
All that I keep thinking throughout this whole flight
Is it could take my whole damn life to make this right
This splintered mast I'm holding on won't save me long
Because I know fine well that what I did was wrong
The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
We have got through so much worse than this before
What's so different this time that you can't ignore
You say it is much more than just my last mistake
And we should spend some time apart for both our sakes
The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love

And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness [x2]

And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness [x2]

Relax Sunday At Central Market Kuala Lumpur

It's a day off, no plan at all, we let our little girl decide the place she would like to visit. There she go, inspire by the a plate from the local bus, our destination ~ Pasar Seni or Central Market (craft market for Kuala Lumpur)

The market is nothing special to the locals, usually it is crowd with tourist. As we spend the day window shopping and let Ah Ci explore her interest.

I remember back in school days I used to work in one of the store in central market as a part time sale girl, when i revisit the store today, it is exactly same as those days, just the girl is not longer me, huh....

There is even a fish spa which attract some tourist crowd. At RM5 per 10 minutes, it is a chance to test a relax food massage by kisses of the toothless fish of unknown species! After walking for few hours its a good choice to relax your legs!! (Centre picture ~ old lift carry visitor to the upper floor for good food and more craft and souvenir)

We are fortunate enough to catch the demonstration of Royal Pewter Selangor pewter in making.At 360 degree the casting of the pewter is no easy job to accomplished. Yet the girl showing skillful hand with ease, in just 5 minutes the pewter plate with flower design is finished.

Have to mention here the toilet in central market, you can see the door is a design of the old traditional Chinese style with wooden lock, as a popular tourist spot, this is doing a positive image for our country for its cleanliness and concept design.

Summary, a satisfied visit after all those years. Positive changes is always welcome to preserve and promote art and craft culture of the local.