Facebook

Well, what is the good of facebook when we cannot share information with friend and others?isn't it the place for us to voice out whatever in our mind and isn't it another mean to share news and events? But I did deactivate and abundant my facebook account recently, just because there are something which cannot be share among the friends. So frustrated.Recently it has not been a smooth way for communication, i think this month i need to go back to temple praying for God's messy. The main reason behind this is facebook create so many game for friends to play, many youngster now register facebook for the gaming fun of it. You can add friend to get ingredient in the Restourant City, you can steal fruit in The happy farm, you can fishing in the Fish a Fish game. Many people unwillingly hooked to it. So the facebook is becoming a gaming area for them. Who care what is the real purpose of facebook. What is happening is when someone who is seriously posting thought and news and photos to it become unprotectly expose too much information unnecessary to others. And what if this all come back to you in an unfavourable way? Ie. you get complain for your post, someone want to sue you for what you frankly phase out in the facebook etc. I have never think of such thing when i first sign up for it. All community has their rules, we have to responsible for what we say, facebook is no exception. We are bind by that when we sign up. So next time just shout at the bathroom duing shower, don;t post anything which may be publish publicly, these tend to get yourself into a lot of trouble consequently. Trust me on this.

I like this episode of the X-files < the Final >

MULDER: I'd like to congratulate you on succeeding where so many before you have failed. A bullet between the eyes would have been preferable to this charade. But I've learned to pretend over the past nine years - to pretend that my victories mattered only to realize that no one was keeping score. To realize that liars do not fear the truth if there are enough liars. That the devil is just one man with a plan but evil, true evil, is a collaboration of men which is what we have here today. If I am a guilty man, my crime is in daring to believe that the truth will out and that no one lie can live forever. I believe it still. Much as you try to bury it, the truth is out there. Greater than your lies, the truth wants to be known. You will know it. It'll come to you, as it's come to me faster than the speed of light.

(for those who understand what I imply....what goes around, come around)

Episode : This is not happening ( For my godgrandmother who leave us to meet God yesterday)

SCULLY: I once had a talk with Mulder about starlight. How it's billions of years old. Stars that are now long dead whose light is still traveling through time. It won't die, that light. Maybe that's the only thing that never does. He said that's where souls reside. I hope he's right.

我最喜欢的巴生肉骨茶

这个周末我和家人很想吃肉骨茶，但是这一带的肉骨茶又没什么好吃的，所以我们打算去巴生吃道地的肉骨茶。出发时大约六点多，没十多分钟就眼看目地的在前面，一个不留神，转入了错误的路口，又转了一大圈，咦。。。怎么又来到了同一个路口呢? 就这样转了又转好几次，都来到同一个路口，曾几何时巴生变了迷宫?记得上次来时，一转就到那间店了嬷！

就这样转了到八点，车里的人都饿了，我提议不如放弃吃肉骨茶吧！不如看到什么就吃什么吧！那知这一乱转，我们本来要来的四眼仔肉骨茶就出现在我的前面！这叫人算不如天算吧！

这里的肉骨茶汤底比较浓，a bit sticky, 又有很多我喜欢的冬姑，没有太多的香菜，猪肉与骨是整大块的，比较附和肉骨茶这个的名字，当然我也叫了一壶茶来冲油饭。我们五人埋单只是区区RM40 而已，没吃过的人一定要来试一试！

无奸道

有一个人有一天上班，发现她的老板发现了一件他不可能会发现的事, 这件事只有她的朋友知道,如果有其它人知道,那里由很简单, 她有一个朋友变了节，出卖了她。 痛心的是，她不晓得是谁?所有的朋友表现的络无其事，她只能暗暗怀疑是某某人。怪就怪自己，没多花点时间在朋友身上，多了解周围的人，也怪她自己耐不住气，什么都跟人说。 话又说回来，那个背叛她的朋友为了自己利益，把朋友也卖了，可真应该下地狱！从那天起她不再相信每个朋友，她对自己没了信心。一个本来活泼开朗串朋友堆的女孩没了。 无间道本来是指一个是非善恶，忠奸难分的界道，几时我们的世界能有一个无奸道--没有奸人的世道， 每个人都坦诚相处，那该有多好?

How to being Content?

This is a simple topic , everyone can say they are being content with what they had. I have an apartment in USJ, my husband have a semi-D house in Kedah, we have a 5 year's old clever daughter, we are in our middleage, and we have our health in good condition, what left for us for not being content with our life? I feel myself being happy when I go back to my small and comfy apartment everyday after tired work. I am content with I am driving a new 1.6 Proton Persona, who cares people said the seat is not fine, and the car is petrol consuming? So, i am very content with what i had.

But how come everytime when I went to my cousin house seeing his newly renovated double storey house, and his new car Honda Accord. I get this sour feel in my heart keep blaming myself not being able to reach this stage of living standard, and how I wish i could be him. Why is that our heart is alway changing when we see or compare with others achievement? Isn't that i have enough of what I want and need?

There is a truth with this fact. Let me tell you simple illustration, people said life is like walking on a seesaw, when you stand at the left side, you seeing people on the right part is higher than you, so you climb your best to reach the right part-the peak which you always imagine, when you come to the right side, you only realise that you are actually reaching the bottom of you life, sometime it take a lifetime to learn that, we can only go to the peak when we are able to balance ourself in the middle of the seesaw.

So I start trying to balance my life, what is giving me too much pressure to achieve is actually bringing me go down the seesaw, and what is too much relax is the same too. I want to treasure what I can have, can do, can happy with now, at this very moment, and only this very moment is really true to us, the past is the past, the future never happen yet, only this minute when I am typing my feeling hoping that i would get someone notice and seeing deep inside me, and that I could get some responce or to change someone opinion with my view.Then this minute is meaningful for me.

Last but not least, do not compare with others. They are not you, and they have their path to go.

I learn that being content is being content with yourself.