Remember her name : Slyvia

Lyrics:




Love of mine

Someday you will die

But I'll be close behind

I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white

Just our hands clasped so tight

Waiting for the hint of the spark



If heaven and hell decide that they both are satisfied

Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks

Then I'll follow you into the dark



In catholic school, as vicious as Roman rule

I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black

And I held my tongue as she told me "Son fear is the heart of love"

So I never went back



If heaven and hell decide that they both are satisfied

Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks

Then I'll follow you into the dark



You and me

Have seen everything to see

From Bangkok to Calgary

And the soles of your shoes

Are all worn down, the time for sleep is now

But it's nothing to cry about 'cause we'll hold each other soon

In the blackest of rooms



If heaven and hell decide that they both are satisfied

Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks

Then I'll follow you into the dark

And I'll follow you into the dark.

4.28

      两点十分， 老公载我到火车站。心里不免忐忑不安，心想老公没跟来也好，我难得自由呀！谢谢老公带女儿，我少个担忧和牵挂。说不好倒霉到被烟熏到入院，那就难搞了。

      为什么一个人赴这个黄色派队？无非是周围的人都抽不了身，顾孩子去了。

      等着火车，无聊的胡思乱想着，不知要期待什么样的局面，一个人如果被抓了，手机又被抢，那不是和外界失联。想着想着目光开始扫描周围的人，有一对中年夫妇，神情可疑，跟我一样带了背包，不自然的盯着火车道。

      我鼓起勇气问那对夫妇，“你们也是要前往支持净联盟的吗？”

Bingo！ 这对夫妇看着我这同志，提出了同行的善意，待会儿有什么事，也有个照应。听布落格陈述，如果跟着队伍才不会落得被镇暴部队抓去，就算是被抓了，其他人还可以去寻求净盟的法律支援。

                火车比平常迟到了半句钟，三点十分我们到了吉隆坡站。

做好战斗的心，壮大了胆，穿了容易跑步的球鞋，预备来个好好的百米跑。戴了鸭舌帽挡风遮荫，三十度的烈焰下，Amiga 不建议集会者带雨伞，怕到时变成武器，和平聚会的心是诚恳的。没穿黄色T-shirt, 怎能太快暴露身份而没能上火车。

      车站里比平常拥挤，其它的，跟平时没什么不一样。一点都不像是风起云涌，山雨欲来风满楼的气氛，反而出奇的平静。谣言政府已经切断电讯（后来才知道是安装了电讯干扰器），就像今早多个支持净盟的网站被破坏。这次政府可花好多钱做弊！那可是我纳的所得税呀！

不断的有同志从前面走来，向一个马来同志问起，才知广场那里已被镇暴部队发射催泪弹，而人群四处遁逃。

                心想没理由来了又回去吧！？不打算前功尽弃，于是我们按照原来的计划，反人群走来的方向走，希望能走到越靠近广场，拍到越多照片就好。亲眼见证这个和平聚会，体验人民的力量。本来想要静坐广场高唱国歌的计划要搁置了。

边走边拍了些ｖｉｄｅｏ，沿途的人都很有次序，有个同志从远处跑来，跟我述纸巾，他双眼通红，鼻子流血了，该是因为催泪弹吧。我不知所措，赶紧塞了包纸巾给他。有些人给他食水。

举棋不定是否该继续往前走的当儿，我嗅到了生平第一次的催泪弹，味道不知从哪飘来，刺鼻辛辣，喉咙，鼻子，眼睛都很难受，有人喊，‘lari,lari... '开始慌了，我转身拔腿就跑。

边跑边拿倒了些水在面巾，遮盖下边脸。沿途向马来同志要点盐吃下。东张西望，我已在慌乱中和一道而来的夫妇失散。

终于回到了火车站，大家还是很有次序的排队买票，一点都没推拉碰撞。因为大家有共同的目标，四海之内皆兄弟嘛！

如果说净盟的成功，那肯定是它团结了各民族不分你我，为一个共同的目标，勇敢的站出来。不像政府空喊的口号却不断搞种族政制，形成种族仇恨比独立前还深，民族开倒车。

这次的行程虽然残缺，没到前线支持打气。（后来才知前线暴动，静坐者被警方强势镇压，跟本不可能进入。）但能体验到净盟的魅力，民族的觉醒，唤醒大家做个关心国家大事，负责任的国民。不少华裔中年和银发族也勇敢站了出来参与。谁还能说华裔是对政制冷感，漠不关心的守财奴。

净联盟会不会成功？不管结局如何，它已经在所有参与者心中种下了颗光明的种子，旁观者也开始接受反对腐败的政府，并不是大逆不道的事。

改革能不能成功？我相信，只要我们这一秒不放弃，下一秒就会有希望。

Bersih 3.0 Sit-in Rally 28th April 2012 Dataran Merdeka

I support wholeheartly for Bersih 3.0 Meeting you all at Dataran Merdeka!

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Street Burger USJ14

USJ 14 street burger (outside 7 Eleven)

I pass by this burger stall almost every afternoon for 5 years. I never tried it until last September. Good thing sometime just lay next to you if we pay some attention to the surrounding.

The owner are selling outside the kaki lima, it is called 'Aroma burger'

RM 2.50 for a chicken burger
RM 1.70 for a benjo
RM 2.70 for a cheese with eggs

Now i visit this stall almost once a week, worth trying a street burger when you are bored with Mcd or KFC.

从老师得到的启示，希望能活用

培养正面的思考方式

多做事少抱怨

要有团体精神

领导要担当更大的责任，要带领下属成长。

对自己好一点，自爱的人，人能爱之。

感恩的心有莫大的力量。

天天要开心，周围才会有朋友。

好吃的SS19福建板面

偶然读到原来住了多年的 Subang Jaya 有个出名的板面，Malaysia Day 我们去找找看！

SS19 力行小学旁的店屋莲兴茶餐室 ( its Malaysia day, look at the flag!)

    Address:  Ho Kien Pan Mee, Restoran Lian Heng 22, Jalan SS19/6 Subang Jaya

独特的汤底很甜很清澈，面条口感特别不同比一班的有弹性，吃起来很不一样。

特别的青辣椒有蒜头的味道

早起的鸟儿不用等，九点前去只等二十分钟有得吃，有些 Blogger 要等上一小时！好吃的东西别浪费，一滴不剩！

Daorae Korean BBQ Taipan USJ

Korea drama, Korean music and korean BBQ restaurant. I come to this Korean Restaurant with a sense to try something new, bored by the limited choice around USJ area.

The waitress shout something we do not understand as soon as we step our feet out of the second floor lift, i assume it is a welcome to us. we are lead to a table near to a wide window over-viewing taipan shopping street.

This Korean BBQ restaurant is situated above Affin Bank at the 2nd floor corner lot.

As I am not familiar with Korean food and hope the waitress for some good suggestion, unfortunately this is not served, so i just take my luck and guess from the introduction from the menu.We are serve with a bottle of tea which the staff tell us is the corn tea.It taste just like popcorn! Anyway the staff say it is good for health so why not!?(afterward I found out the drink is very suitable to accompany the beef)

We are serve with small plate of unknown Korean dish, one of the staff take the effort to introduce some of the dish to us. there are Korean pancake, brocolli with special sauce .Of course Kimchi is among the dish here.

First hubby order the fried beef with glass noodle cook in sweet soya sauce ( RM 25.) Damn! it taste really really great, it can easily stolen your heart as your favourite food, that my hubby order extra rice to accompany it.

I order this Korean Ginseng chicken porridge( RM 30).It is specially cook for the porridge to have the soft and smoothly taste and ginseng for the health being.

Ah Ci has the noodle in cucumber soup with seafood ( RM 18.) it give a sweet light taste with the cucumber slide soft enough to just shallow without bite.The noodle taste more like a meesua in Chinese crusine.Yummy,yummy!

After the meal, a complement watermelon on the way to our table. Nice service, the lady boss gift a korean candy as souvenior for Ah Ci, it definitely bring a smile on her face. Well, nice decoration, nice services, and good food with a reasonable price, i will definitely come again.

Cost for a satisfied meal :

Jar of heart

i know i can’t take one more step towards you
cause all thats waiting is regret
don’t you know i’m not your ghost anymore
you lost the love i loved the most

i learned to live, half alive
and now you want me one more time

who do you think you are?
runnin’ ’round leaving scars
collecting a jar of hearts
tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
don’t come back for me
who do you think you are?

i hear you’re asking all around
if i am anywhere to be found
but i have grown too strong
to ever fall back in your arms

ive learned to live, half alive
and now you want me one more time

who do you think you are?
runnin’ ’round leaving scars
collecting a jar of hearts
and tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
don’t come back for me
who do you think you are?
it took so long just to feel alright
remember how to put back the light in my eyes
i wish i had missed the first time that we kissed
cause you broke all your promises
and now you’re back
you don’t get to get me back

who do you think you are?
running around leaving scars
collecting a jar of hearts
and tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
so don’t come back for me
dont come back at all

who do you think you are?
who do you think you are?
who do you think you are?

Lazy Blogger & Korean music

Reading my previous blog a while ago...the older post seem like using a lot of thinking and hardwork to write.The recent blog is lack of content, laziness mixed a bit of boredom, I have become a lazy blogger.

I have bury myself in the korean drama, after falling in love with the new man of my life, Lee Min Ho.

I get to see him in the first drama boy over flower about a year ago, but not really into it because of the story line similar to the Taiwan series.
Second time i see him, he manage to capture my soul by his mature acting performance in the Personal taste. How could a man can be that perfect?


Let us welcome him to my blog today:-

and I would celebrate this special day with this Korean song ...

Half

喝酒的伴 一起看電影的伴

早午晚餐的那個伴
朋友不能留得太晚 明天要上班
唱K的伴 一起去旅行的伴
聽懂我的笑話的伴
我的生活 只差那個人就美滿

快樂少一人分享 快樂就只剩一半
喝一碗湯
心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單 這張睡床
再舒服都覺得太寬
沒人分享 幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填滿
節日卻提醒我孤單


沒有想法 有想法又能怎樣
只能寫部落格整晚
幾個留言安慰不了 心裡的遺憾
沒有負擔 原來也是種負擔
自由多得讓人心慌
你羨慕我 那要不要跟我交換


快樂少一人分享 快樂就只剩一半
喝一碗湯 心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單 這張睡床
再舒服都覺得太寬
沒人分享 幸福就只剩一半
努力把日子都填滿
別來提醒 我的孤單

快樂少一人分享 快樂就只剩一半
喝一碗湯 心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單 這張睡床
再舒服都覺得太寬
沒人分享 幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填滿
沒人知道 我多孤單

Bersih or Kotor ? You Choose.

As Malaysian Chinese, I am typically, non so concern over our politic. I am not so understood this whole thing about Bersih. But hint from the name, since it mean Clean, it should be something which is good for the country.Why would the BN government Ban it, and misleading people to think that it is something illegal?

The federal government control Police force, create an unnecessary traffic chaos at USJ and many area in order to create impression that this Bersih thing is creating trouble for everyone. Yet, now we Malaysian is more brainy, those live in kampung and reading the BN control media might believe their twisted reports. Yet we who live in the city, is not easily be cheated.

It is still sad to know that people around my office and family showing not concern over this issues. If a nation of corruption and ill-made policy has nothing to concern our future, we middle class Chinese will end up as beggar one day, those rich man who enrich from BN project are already migrate oversea to enjoy fairer policy from western country. We who left in Malaysia, suffer the consequence of high cost of living, high cost of utility, high taxes (both from income and consumption) to fuel the BN money pool to launching those projects. Job opportunity are created but the wages paid cannot keep pace with the inflation rate. Announcement of high income workforce only inflate the commodity and property price to 50 to 100% from 2009 - 2011. Creating bubble which might broken one day and leaving middle class with debt supersede disposable income. Thus lower the already low standard of living. Is that no matter to anyone. Is that making a few more thousand in the pocket will stop you not to think about making a better country to live, and better country for our younger generation. BN government is creating wealth for their crony and pass on the debt to our children to suffer, this can be seem from all those project to collect fund or toll fees for major highway project. Commission is paid now to some big cash pocket, the debt is to be pay by all our children money in the many years to come!

Please spend a few minutes to just think about this, Bersih or Kotor...you choose.

Kudos to you Ah Kean who join the Bersih and told the real story .

寂寞寂寞就好

寂寞寂寞就好


還是原來那個我　不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦

對著鏡子我承諾　遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容

不算什麼　愛錯就愛錯

早點認錯　早一點解脫


我寂寞寂寞就好　這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱

就讓我一個人去　痛到　受不了　想到　快瘋掉

死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好　你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑

我就不相信我會　笨到　忘不了　賴著　不放掉

人本來就寂寞的　借來的都該還掉

我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你　是我自己做夢你有改變什麼

再多的愛也沒用　每個人有每個人的業障因果

會有什麼　什麼都沒有

早點看破　才看的見以後

无题

躺在泳池里，望着无际的天空。让身躯无体重的减压。整天徘徊在脑袋里想要拿那封信丢给老板跟他说不干了，然后拍拍屁股走出那个大门。但是我不能那么做。

总在没更好选择里将就着，苟延的等待渺茫的希望而老去。

很想冲动地随便做些事，很羡慕不用在商场打滚，双手只为家里柴米油盐醋而劳动的同性。

但我没那个选择。

活得像个自己真的会失去很多吗？放得开吗？还需要理智的衡量。

很多伟大的创作是在人生低潮时产生的。低迷的士气，没能写出警世之作，却让我借着文字把思索硬生的刻露出来。

《當冬夜漸暖》原唱 孫燕姿

詞: 藤井樹，曲:饒善強

很多事情 不是誰說了就算
即使傷心 結果還是自己擔
多少次失望表示著多少次期盼
事實證明 幸福很難

我們之間 不是誰說了就算
拉扯的愛 徒增結局的難堪
一百次相愛只要有一次的絢爛
下一次 會更勇敢

當冬夜漸暖 當大海也不再那麼藍
當月色的純白變得陰暗
那只是代表快樂不再那麼簡單

當冬夜漸暖 當夏夜的樹上不再有蟬
當回憶老去的痕跡斑斑
那只是因為悲傷從來 都不會有答案

當冬夜漸暖 當青春也都煙消雲散
當美麗的故事都有遺憾
那只是習慣把愛當做喜歡
重要的是 我們如何愛過那一段

Haley Reinhart

I, I who have nothing
I, I who have no one
Adore you, and want you so
I'm just a no one,
With nothing to give you but Oh
I Love You

He, He buys you diamonds
Bright, sparkling diamonds
But believe me, dear when I say,
That he can give you the world,
But he'll never love you the way
I Love You

He can take you anyplace he wants
To fancy clubs and restaurants
But I can only watch you with
My nose pressed up against the window pane
I, I who have nothing
I, I who have no one
Must watch you, go dancing by
Wrapped in the arms of somebody else

When darling it's I

Who Loves you

I Love You
I Love You
I Love You

Make this go one forever

Simple Mathematics for today, 3,285 days ago, I signed myself to a future full of anticipation. 78,840 hours pass by, and all those up and down, and it is 4,730,400 minutes that count, I stay on and still keep to this deed of commitment.

Celebration await this special moment, it need continuous dedicated contribution, honest and bold heart to conquer the weakness and constant temptation awaiting to exterminate the harmony not come easily without sacrifice.

It is 22 April 2011

and here is a song for this very special day :-




Please don't let this turn into something it's not
I can only give you everything I've got
I can't be as sorry as you think I should
But I still love you more than anyone else could
All that I keep thinking throughout this whole flight
Is it could take my whole damn life to make this right
This splintered mast I'm holding on won't save me long
Because I know fine well that what I did was wrong
The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
We have got through so much worse than this before
What's so different this time that you can't ignore
You say it is much more than just my last mistake
And we should spend some time apart for both our sakes
The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love

And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness [x2]

And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness [x2]

Relax Sunday At Central Market Kuala Lumpur

It's a day off, no plan at all, we let our little girl decide the place she would like to visit. There she go, inspire by the a plate from the local bus, our destination ~ Pasar Seni or Central Market (craft market for Kuala Lumpur)

The market is nothing special to the locals, usually it is crowd with tourist. As we spend the day window shopping and let Ah Ci explore her interest.

I remember back in school days I used to work in one of the store in central market as a part time sale girl, when i revisit the store today, it is exactly same as those days, just the girl is not longer me, huh....

There is even a fish spa which attract some tourist crowd. At RM5 per 10 minutes, it is a chance to test a relax food massage by kisses of the toothless fish of unknown species! After walking for few hours its a good choice to relax your legs!! (Centre picture ~ old lift carry visitor to the upper floor for good food and more craft and souvenir)

We are fortunate enough to catch the demonstration of Royal Pewter Selangor pewter in making.At 360 degree the casting of the pewter is no easy job to accomplished. Yet the girl showing skillful hand with ease, in just 5 minutes the pewter plate with flower design is finished.

Have to mention here the toilet in central market, you can see the door is a design of the old traditional Chinese style with wooden lock, as a popular tourist spot, this is doing a positive image for our country for its cleanliness and concept design.

Summary, a satisfied visit after all those years. Positive changes is always welcome to preserve and promote art and craft culture of the local.

We often lost the point

What is the point of earning a five figure income and cannot earn a few minutes of quality time with the family?

What is the point of ranked top in any game that you play and doesn't know anything of your children needs.?

What is the point of study when ultimately we use the certificate just for earning money.?

What is the point of research if the final result is to destroy the fundamental science - the Earth.?

What is the point of taking photograph when you miss the most pretty things just next to you.?

What is the point of wealth when the heart is with war and hatred occupied.?

What is the point of invention when human cannot even face the natural disaster?

What is the point of civilisation when we destroy the localisation through globalisation?

What is the point of raising so many children and end up dying old and alone in a small flat ?

WE often lost the point in the wave of trend...
we often blind by schedule and duty and order....
we often lost more than what we gain......
We are often bad circular the whole circle again and again,
generation to generation......
when there is one day......
when we wake up
and we start to realise the point
and we turn our head
and we recreate,
rejuvenate,
renew the whole thing,
and then, and until then
we should have a better future for us all.

Sungai Petani 云吞面我的最爱

If I call this Sungai Petani wantan mee, it is not exaggerate, this wantan mee can represent this town due to all the SP-lan, think of eating wantan mee, will automatically think of this.

It is located at front shoplot at Taman Bakar Arang, just along Jalan Kampung Baru (please correct me if I mistaken). My Thai manager love this the first time she taste it.

What is the different which make me like it so much?  it has to be the mee and the sauce which is not so sticky and saucy (too many soya sauce), the mee itself is light and easy to shallow. Not too many pork oil and just the right amount. All the right mixture make it taste really really nice. The Chor San go with it is fresh too.Mmmmm............u must try it when you come to this little town.

 This is the stall selling it, early morning there is queue waiting...but do not worry, they do have a numbering system which make sure you are serve on time and sequence.So you just get your number from the Aunty who is on her duty then wait for easily 20 minutes for you mee.

This is the shop where the stall selling the mee.It only operate in the morning, anyone planning to try, be sure you go in the morning.

And this is my favourite wantan mee,it definitely with an old town taste come with it, and I am so so so miss it!!!!

Restoran Kam Heong PJ 好吃的白濡鴨饭

I am kind of short of time to blog lately, but good thing have to share right ? so I just let my photo do the talking, or why do we need good camera if it can't bring out the message ?

Here is the first one :

 

You can choose side dish to accompany the rice eg. mushroom, salt vege, vinegar pig leg etc

the duck is special in that it is not cook with a lot of soya sauce, so make it's color white, hence the white duck rice

The taste is so different, i guess some special secret ingredient make some magic here:-

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Have a nice food hunting journey!!